The Color of Endometriosis
April 21st, 2010Courage is fear
that has said its prayers.
-Dorothy Bernard
To use fear as the friend it is, we must retrain and reprogram ourselves…We must persistently and convincingly tell ourselves that the fear is here–with its gift of energy and heightened awareness–so we can do our best and learn the most in the new situation.
-Peter McWilliams, Life 101
I talk this week at CatherinePoole.com about a young woman from a few years ago that was learning from multiple lessons, lessons that cascaded from pigeon-toes at birth to endometriosis in her early teens and then cascaded into lupus at the age of 16. I had not really thought about her until a few weeks ago I had another client come in and I saw an overabundance of orange in her second energy center. Most of the time I deal with depletions and very seldom will address when there is too much of a color unless it is affecting the other centers by “robbing” or borrowing energy from them. It felt like a huge “sponge” of orange.
I remember cautioning the client to not be alarmed but I did ask if there was a chance she could be pregnant? I often will see a little ball of green hovering over this area right below the belly button when someone is pregnant, and with her I didn’t see the green per se but the feeling of pregnancy was overwhelming. I often do not want to know why someone is there in the beginning of the reading, as it can influence not only my information which I like to keep objective, but it can also influence a client’s view of my credibility as an intuitive. So with her most adamant voice, she said that she was not pregnant. I moved on from there…
What came toward the end of the session was a question regarding her endometriosis! It was then that I had to laugh, as that is what the “sponge” of orange was all about. Most women that I see have a depletion in this area, and yes, can even be learning from endometriosis with a depletion. Sometimes I can even see green balls of energy, and no they are not babies, they are often cysts, and they are green because they are growing. (Acidic and murky are usually the cancer energies, but just green in general is often benign). Again, because I do not diagnose, I often just address the emotional basis of the issue and may causally ask when their last check up was.
Endometriosis is an all-too-common condition with many women. It is an overabundance of tissue endometrial cells that attach themselves to tissue outside the uterus. This tissue adheres to organs and/or the pelvic wall and continues to function as uterine tissue. It can be painful, particularly during menstruation. I love researching about conditions that “have no known reason”. Often because I believe it is because the reason is usually past life based and present life conditions have triggered a cell memory, in a sense, your cells got a wake up call and went back to another time and place.
Endometriosis is said to stem from a fear of bearing children. And I have had quite a few clients that have had past life regressions to back up this fear. Often they died in childbirth, and in a few cases, they lost the baby in childbirth and the body is reliving the moment as a form of self-punishment and guilt. Of which, forgiveness of self needs to be worked with during the regression with more detail than most.
I also see a relationship with childbirth being a natural progression of growing up (and going with the “flow”) and moving forward. On a more material level, there may be a parallel with giving birth to a creative project (such as writing a book) that isn’t literally connected to childbirth. In that case, the endometriosis should be looked at as a way of being critical of how you create (or don’t create) certain projects. In that case it may be a message about not being self-critical when you are defeated by projects or when you want to give birth to new ones. Literally, we can focus on the childbirth aspect, but it can also be about giving birth to creative endeavors.
It will also look the same in your energy field, because the body cannot discern between what is being created. It takes similar mindset and energy to create a baby as it does to work on a project you refer to as “your baby”.
I equate the color orange with creativity and emotions, and often a good description for this center can be found with the terms “flood of emotions” or “let your feelings flow”. This flow, this movement of energy can be suppressed if certain emotional events cause pain. It takes a lot of energy to keep this “bottled up” so releasing these emotions and the fear associated with them releases the tension and can create balance. Balance is an even flow of energy throughout our bodies.
I hope this helps answer some of your questions regarding endometriosis and the color orange. If you are learning from it, you may want to limit orange in your environment and/or clothing. It can be tempered with blues, which promote healing and flow. It would also help you to perhaps wear a bracelet of blue stones, and even green stones, or a combo as green helps you move forward and promotes a loving relationship with self. I would also advise wearing this on your left wrist, as that allows the flow to come into your life, and of course left is all about the feminine. If you would like something custom designed, you can always contact Harmony Crossings as they are the “royal jeweler” to the Queen, that would be me, The Queen of Color! Have a great week. Blessings to you. Catherine



