The Color of Parkinson’s
Wednesday, June 23rd, 2010For everything this disease has taken, something with greater value has been given–sometimes just a marker that points me in a new direction that I might not otherwise have traveled. So, sure, it may be one step forward and two steps back, but after a time with Parkinson’s, I’ve learned that what is important is making that one step count; always looking up.
MICHAEL J. FOX, Always Looking Up
Parkinson’s disease (PD) is a slowly progressing neurological disease of the central nervous system, with disorders in gait, posture and movement coordination. Men are more often affected than women and the onset averages around the age of 60 but according to the Michael J. Fox Foundation for Parkinson’s Research, there has been diagnosis as young as the age of 18.
The energy that surrounds a person learning/teaching from PD is interesting, as it can be very similar to what I see with Multiple Sclerosis, Cerebral Palsy, and in some cases, even Fibromyalgia. It is similar in the sense that it is systemic, which means that I don’t see certain areas of the body a certain color or with a certain color depletion. Rather those with PD have a static field of warm colors: yellows, oranges, and some reds in their energy field, particularly above the waist. It is rather static like the fuzz from a television station, but it has more of an “edge” to it than the other dis-eases I mentioned.
It is often difficult to get a clear read because those that are advanced enough to really see the systemic colors are often on medications which can tone down, dull or even mast the energy field. If you think about it, our emotions are energy and this energy is reflected in color, so if those thoughts are dulled, and the emotions are dulled, then so is our energy, our colors.
In PD the neurons do not fire properly, so the signals are not transmitted properly to allow for proper coordination of movement. When signals fire, it creates the energy to force movement. When there is a conflict between what you want to do and your body actually doing it the colors that are reflected are not red like you would think would be associated with conflict…it is a mental conflict reflected in the energy and the body. Therefore there is more of a yellow cast to the energy field from the shoulders up, with flecks of orange and even balls of orange depending on the emotional levels within that person at the time.
The conflict that is taking place within the body and the energetic system concerns the need to move forward and to embrace new experiences which conflicts with the other side of the personality that does not like to be in untested waters. The fear of not showing that you are in control can create such tension and upheaval in the body that the battle is ongoing with just about any part!
Hands and legs represent much of the letting go and moving forward conflicts that those with Parkinson’s are learning from. Symptoms include slow movement, muscular rigidity, resting tremor and postural instability. Handwriting become indecipherable, facial expression may become set, the head inclined forward, words become muffled and the voice hollow, dull and increasingly feeble. It is common for those learning from Parkinson’s to fall backward. Yet it is all about conflict, but emotional conflict and fear of being judged, fear of not being in control. The fear is so great it sets of the electrical impulses to such a point that one gets overloaded. I think of my favorite Muppet Character: Beaker, he is always in the lab and ultimately he squeals and then is blown up in the air or left completely singed by an explosion. But before that is the stress and conflict that is involved with making the right choice, giving the correct answer, being in control.
Orange is a combination of yellow and red, and it is interesting to note that although I would associate PD with the color orange, an overabundance of the color orange, it is really more accurate for me to say that PD is a combination of the color yellow with particles of red sprinkled in. I know you will say, “duh, Catherine, that is orange” and you are right, but I would say it is not a pure orange, it has to be “optically mixed” in order for it to be orange.
“Optically mixed” is a term that has its origins with pointillism and the impressionist movement. I often think that these wonderful artists, VanGogh included painted energy and it was represented in color…it is actually how I see the world and the entities that reside here. So to say optically mixed is just my way to describe how the energy is more “particle-ized” than the clouds of color I usually see.
Being out of balance does not come with a specific color, so that aspect of Parkinson’s cannot really be identified. Sometimes it can be manifested in waves or movements of red, when there is fear involved, but often there is orange with it. Being out of balance can be a very emotional experience, and often being out of balance is due to using your emotions to react rather than using your intellect to act.
I did mention an overabundance of orange being one of the contributor’s to Parkinson’s. Yellow can also be added, because there is a tendency to overthink and become self critical when feeding the symptoms of Parkinson’s. Since it is all about moving forward, but also about quelling some of those emotional conflicts, a nice combination of blue with green (more blue than green)) would help not only to calm but to establish an open communication between the nerves and calm the impulses. Green helps establish those relationships while blue heals and calms.
There is no surprise that exercise is said to help with Parkinson’s. I believe exercise coupled with close attention to water intake is imperative. Exercise not only builds coordination and strengthens muscles and balance, it is grounding and helps calm in many many ways. Tai Chi is all about moving forward, dealing with conflict, balance, energy and health. And an activity I would like to study in regards to PD. Drink water, as it helps conduct electricity within the body, no body ever gives water enough credit! Drink it out of a glass or a container that is your perfect combination of blue with green.
An affirmation to tape on your container to say every time you drink would be, “I joyfully move forward. All is well, I am well”. Stay tuned as I will soon have drinking thermoses and cups available with corresponding affirmations. It is the new line of Queen of Color products…coming soon to my online store!
Have a wonderful week. Catherine
